Monday, October 20, 2003
The Last Nail
Well, it is finaly done. The last nail is in the coffin, and i feel hate, pain, and relief. Much like watching someone die of cancer, our last days dragged on for far too long. One of thoes situations where it would have been better of if the plug had been pulled a long long time ago.
It should have been easyier than it was. It was best in the end to do what had to be done, but there is always that part of you that wished they had lived a little longer, even though you knew there life was only pain.
After being part of some ones life for that long, for better or for worse it will change you. No matter how much you would like to think yourself above all of that, it can't ever leave you unmarked. So dispite knowing it is for the best, knowing it is better now that it is over, knowing that now finaly i can move on. It still hurts.
Thank you for your time,
SEAN
