Some Of My Old Posts

You are wiggidy wack. Stop it.

I'm back! Yes, and high on mushrooms. Man this music is good. I think way to much on this shit. Man every great story has a wack lesbian in it. The really great ones have two.

Movies that are fucked up are good. Movies that are fucked up then need a panflit to explain it are just wiggidy. I talk to much on mush.

much mush much mush much mush much mush hehe i typed that all out. Had to make corrections too.

oh man.

so done.

my dad is snoring

Man creep is a good song

the loner poser kid look is becoming popular this fall...

Emo sales are higher than ever, school shootings are more popular than ever. Being the loner kid is the new black.

Even i think of myself as the black sheep that stands off on his own while the other sheep all chew their media driven cud.

But i'm no black sheep. I'm not artest or devil. I'm an ass hole elitiest pot head who isn't in school and doesn't know shit. Works a crap job and whos only claim to fame is that he is moving away, if only for a little while.

As if that will make him a better person, or give him perspective on life and the way things should be. England doesn't have the answers. I won't find any pot of gold. What i am slowly learning, years to late i might add, is that i have to work to get what i want.

My fathers respect will be earned by getting an education, and out of his house.

I will get out of my father house by getting an education.

Education education education. God. I wish the answer wasn't so simple. Either way i look at the years ahead of me i need to work my ass off. Live at home, go to school, put up with the family, all things are hard work but i can make money after.... or fuck off now.

Move out. No education working shit jobs till i'm 30. become the bitter manager at wendys. Drinking too much i'll blame who ever i can think of. Most likely my dad. For not supporting me when i was younger.

When i look back on these years in the future, if think i have failed, i can blame only myself.

When (or if) i look back and see i have had success, i can thank my father.

I have more than i would have asked for and i am greatful for none of it. it has become far to eay to sit back and say, well... no one else cares, why should i?

Bah.

So i miss nicole. First time since, and i miss her. Or do i... i don't think so. I don't think.

Do i miss her? or do i miss my girlfriend?

Does asking the same question twice make me seem cleaver if i change the words a bit?

What the hell do lesbians do? after watching a movie that i think was made, just so i could watch lesbians make out for two and a half hours, the only question i can think of is what the hell do Lesbains Do?

Age gets points for saying other Lesbians.

But really, they don't have a dick, when a woman climaxes, sshe can go on... when a guy cums, it is over. a final end. But if two chicks are going at it what do they do? make out and eat eachother all day then decide to take a nap? If you can keep going why ever stop? So what makes them stop?

Man girls are wiggidy. So is abba. why the fuck am i listening to abba.

I used to think punk covers whir dope shit, now i see them as they are. just regular shit.

I admit there are one or two that are note worthy. Me First and the Gimmy Gimmies have a few good covers, and while not "punk" Johnny Cash can't be forgotten. Sometimes it just sounds better when you say it a second time.

Other times it is just stupid.

You're wiggidy wack. Stop it.

My gut hurts.

Too much.

Too too much. Some booze, some mush, some pot. Man. These aren't things to be proud of. Fuck. I should be going to the u of s. too bad i'm so lazy. why am i so lazy. why is sitting and doing nothing more fun than making my life better so that i can at least have a nice chair to sit on and do nothing.

art vs work

ha.

i'm no artist. I use liking other peoples high art as a way to look down on others with taste other than my own.

If you arn't working to keep things going in the back rooms of the world,

and you arn't creating art, in some way,

you are just a pot head.

I look back on my Clash print that i did more than a year ago, and think "yeah i'm an artist and people even liked it" but what have i done since.

god i'm a faker. i hate it.

i was thinking about killing myself just so i could see what happend. it was weird. just to not be able to take the suspence any more.... to rip apart your xmas gifts on the 20th... and meet your maker.

it was such calm rashinal thought that it kind of worried me. If i could think so calmly about killing myself... like it was slicing bread.

anyways i'm fine so don't worry about me that wise.

i'll still be here tomarrow.

Unless my gut rots from these zoomers.

*burps*

i'm so heavy.

i love tea

i could use some right now.

The Strokes sure seem to have fallen away.

is no one talking about them or am i just not listening?

The world seems to be growing up with me, to feed my intrestes.

Back in the day I had my Lego. Not legos, the plural for Lego is Lego. Philistine.

I loved lego.

I had a lot of lego, all kinds.

it was good stuff.

i better go to bed.

I called the grade 11 girls Philistines the other night, they wanted to know what it ment. I guess the best way to say it is some one who doesn't know what a Philistine is.

Like a hasbian.

A lesbian that went straight.

Really just a woman who realized all women can do is make out then take a nap. Man what the hell do lesbians do.

Lesbain porn is a male fantasy,

but what gets women off who get off on women?

Do they like boobies?

I like boobies, but do women who ddig chicks dig them?

They sure seem to just use toys on eachother, which seems like a week excuse for not having a penis. Like one of thoes strap ons for men who have a flasid dick.

"Sorry i'm not home, leave a message" kind of love.

If i don't have a penis, but i like chicks, what more is there to do? Make out, have a nap.

are women just chemicaly unstable by nature?

Every great story has a wack lesbian in it. The really great ones have two.

I'm in bed.

SEAN!!!